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I lie awake at night, because I helped you rip my own heart apart. Maybe it was because I thought you would do it yourself, just like everyone else. But you had to be different, you had to be perfect. I feel so unworthy. How can you stand there, beside me, after everything that has happened? How can you bear to look at me when I've hurt you so? I don't know how to be. A victim in the past has now become the villain. I loathe myself each day, especially when you say you love me. Its lost the meaning it once had, and now exists for sympathy and reassurance. I wish to see the bright future I long to have with you, but how dare I when yo

The entire time I was waiting; Wishing that you would kiss me. Then I spun around and you were there, Like I had pictured it would happen, Like I had hoped it would happen. You pressed your lips against mine.. And I was yours.

I love you more and more everyday. More than what words can describe. You are more than a dream to me, You are that which makes me smile. You are what keeps me bound together. Its as if I've known you for centuries Yet I wish to know you for centuries longer. The one I wish to spend my life with. The one. The only. You.

You're unbelievable. You're just like a dream. When I'm without you, All I can do is scream. You're absolutely incredible. You brighten up every day. Aaron Alexander Scutts.. You take my breath away.

You have no idea how great the love I have for you is, And how to grows and grows with each day that passes. One month, thirteen days, and many many countless hours. You are the one I long to be with. The one I long to hold and call my own. Now that I have you, I can't imagine being without you. You make me smile in a way that I never thought was possible. My best friend. My lover. My Aaron.

Without friends we stand alone in an empty, isolated cage. Friendship is what gives us our freedom. Our escape.